Gaung

Pada suatu masa dahulu.. awal2 dulu..

Perfect. it shows what happen deep in my heart.
about this medic thingy
about this koas thingy

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And then sumthing happen.
Stressor increased.
Lama2 apa yg terpendam dalam hati pecah keluar semua
Try to do 'coping mechanism' yang matured,
which i learned in this department now,
which i successfully did back in years ago,
But somehow..
It turns immatured.
Now people around me worrying me, esp my parents.

What i feel right now,
rasa mcm jatuh gaung yang sangat dalam,
ada bbrp org yg hulur tangan dari atas,
tapi u know, tangan tu x sampai.
rasa nak grab, tp terlalu jauh.

maybe i need space.
tapi sampai bila?

Mungkin hati x cukup besar.
ada masalah sekecil mcm ni dah ntah apa2 jadi.

Mungkin hati x betul2 ikhlas dulu.
sekarang baru merasa akibatnya.

Mungkin hati x betul2 kuat.
Sebab jarang minta dari Allah.
Asyik minta org sekeliling je yg faham keadaan kita.

ouch.
Doakan. dah kronik sangat ni ;(